N came with me. We got shown into a pokey little cupboard - thats where it was going to happen?
Ward very disorganised, no-one introducing themselves. Eventually got sorted with the cold cap. How can I describe that - an instrument of torture. It really was horrible, and I had to have it on for about 4 hours in total. Obviously it was my choice to have it, and could have stopped at any time, but I so do not want to lose my hair so am prepared to put up with the pain - and belive me it was painful.
It came time to get my chemo - nurse came in with syringes full of the poison. I just cried silent tears when she started giving me it - and she wandered why I was crying????? I HATE being in the care of adult services. Thank you N for being there and keeping me amused - must have been hard for you.
Went home after - didnt know what to expect, how I was going to feel..................felt a bit nauseas in evening but not too bad.
Was looking on the internet and found BCC - an online support forum. Didnt post at first but sent away for lots of info.
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