Had my first of 4 blasts of rads today.
S really upset at teatime and asked 'how ill i am'. Just had to reassure her that I have been and will be completely honest with her. We still just have to hope that we get a treatment that actually works. My heart is in so much pain for Suzie, and I just feel so guilty about dying and putting her through this - even though its completely outwith my control.
Phoned Stobo today to change dates and have upgraded to suite. It looks so luxurious, I dont think we will be leaving the room much. Suzie seemed really excited when I showed it to her.
Dad sounding really down on phone, I do worry about him.
This is my story, as a 42 year old, young woman, living with terminal breast cancer.
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