I have not written anything for a while as I have been feeling very negative so didnt see the point in writing. I try to shield things from Suzie when I feel like this but its not easy.
Each day, both mentally and phsyically is so different - sometimes I get a good couple of days, then feel crap again - its not easy this living with cancer business!!
I have now finished the letters and memory boxes for everyone that I want to. They are all sealed up now. I had to do this for my own sanity. I still have another letter to do for Suzie, thats going to be the hardest, and why I have put it off.
I have booked for Suzie and I to go to London again - for 3 nights. Seeing 3 shows, but not telling Suzie which ones, and we are staying in a spa hotel so we can chill through the day if we want to.
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