Went over to see dad today. I wanted Suzie to know my diagnsosis before dad, so thats why I have left it. Told dad I was coming over, think he was suspicious.
Again, one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. Dad and I have always been close, but are a lot closer since my original dx and mum. It broke my heart to have to tell him, and broke his heart too. We just cried and hugged lots. Wanted him to come home with me that night but he just needed to be on his own. Dad just said he wished it was him and not me.
I HATE THIS DISEASE AND HATE WHAT ITS DOING TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???????????????????????
I met with oncologist yesterday. We discussed treatment options. More chemo to come, but we have decided to leave starting till after christmas. Dont feel much like celebrating christmas, but who knows - it could be my last one, so want to make the most of it with Suzie and dad.
This is my story, as a 42 year old, young woman, living with terminal breast cancer.
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