Managed to write the bulk of my funeral today. Very very emotional when writing it, especially the end. What upsets me most is leaving Suzie, its just not fair that she is gonna have to deal with this.
Chaplain phoned today. I spoke to him about doing a slide show at end of funeral, mostly of Venture pics, as I want everyone to remember me happy and vibrant, rather than however I end up so hes going to find out if its possible and do a trial run. I said I would meet him there, but have now decided that would just be too surreal. I need to learn to let others do things and not do things that will unduly upset me, when theres not need. Its all about me being in control, but just need to hand over that control at times and trust other people.
At least thats another job ticked off the box
This is my story, as a 42 year old, young woman, living with terminal breast cancer.
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