I went back to work full time on 30th November, however, normality was not to last for long. I found a lump on my chest wall, same side as cancer had been. Tried not to panic but phoned V immediately, and she got me into clinic today. She agrees that lump feels very suspicious and will arrange for more tests.
Please please please please let this not be cancer back. I dont know how I can cope again, I really dont. I have had enough. Every time I think I am getting back to normal, something else happens.
Have not told S or dad about this until I am sure.
Very very very scared.
This is my story, as a 42 year old, young woman, living with terminal breast cancer.
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