Well yesterday I felt fairly bright. Managed to clean dads flat and enjoyed my massage.
Today I just have no energy at all - probably did too much yesterday. I have done absolutely nothing today. Did try yoga for about 5 mins, but I just dont get it!!
I am back in a 'no talking' mood. M and old neighbour phoned but I just ignored it. I just dont want or feel I need to pretend to people that I feel fine and chatty when I just cant be bothered, and I am not going to give myself a hard time for feeling like this. I must do whats right for me.
I must admit my weight is getting me down too - I have put on so much - dont know if its the drugs or just my fatigue and that fact I am doing nothing. I just dont feel comfortable in my own skin at the mo. I know people would say thats the least of my worries, but its the way I feel.
Hopefully I will see my consultant when I go to clinic on Friday as so much to discuss.
Suzie at her dads this weekend, and I am missing her cheeriness. Hurry home Suzie............
This is my story, as a 42 year old, young woman, living with terminal breast cancer.
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