I fee like a right old moaning minnie. I feel pretty shit today and I have ZERO energy. Took me all my strenght to drive Suzie to docs to get her flu jab. Came home from that and slept, then drove myself to CLAN (local cancer centre) to have a reflexology session. If had not been something like this I would have cancelled, but think it will do me good and have made more appointments for this. I am now back at home, its 330pm, and I am changed into my pj's.
Was suppose to be going out tonight for my pals birthday party, but have not got energy, and bowels bad again today. Just feel so weak and pathetic.
Feel another sleep coming on..........................
And can I just say - please please leave any comments, good or bad, I would love to read your thoughts/experiences etc
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This is my story, as a 42 year old, young woman, living with terminal breast cancer.
Hi Fiona. I've not been on Friends Reunited for ages (I'm a Facebook junkie) but had a look tonight and found your blog. I've just read the whole thing from your diagnosis to the present day and am overwhelmed at your strength, courage, humour and honesty. You are fighting the big fight in a way which is incredible and humbling. You've come up against so much grief - the loss of your mother, your fathers' illness, the repeated body-blows of your diagnosis and here you are, over three years on, staying strong for you beautiful daughter, family and friends. You're quite amazing. I'm so sorry that you're feeling low at the moment. Be gentle on yourself, keep getting support and hopefully you'll get to another level of acceptance and wellbeing. I'm going to continue to read this. And we still have to get that reunion organised!
ReplyDeleteLook after yourself, and make sure others are looking after you.
Fiona Young xx
Thank you Fiona for your kind words.
ReplyDeleteYes we do need to get a reunion organised - now that would give me something to look forward to:)