Scan results

Well I got a phone call this morning about latest CT Scan. 
It was MOSTLY good news, as in, all the original mets are unchanged, liver is clear, BUT there is a nodule in the fissure of the left lung, which has grown from 3mm to 8mm from last scan (about 5 months ago).  They have reported this as being suspicious, so I am still a bit in limbo.  They will probably take scan and discuss at next x ray meeting which is not for another 6 days, and have more people look at it.
I have oncology clinic on Tuesday, where they may wish to do more investigations - maybe chest x ray, or MRI scan.
I really don't know what to feel.  Obviously happy that spread is not what I dreaded it might be, but a bit puzzled and worried about area on left lung.  So, more waiting, and waiting, and waiting...................