Its the start of a new month. Do I feel better - no, not really. Had GP today, discussed lots of things, and yes more tears. She wants to see me every 2 weeks just now.
Had discussion with friend yesterday about how I felt about my whole situation, and got a lot out in the open, which I have wanted to do for a long time now, was scared about doing it (and not going into details), but felt a lot better after discussion.
Had reflexology session at CLAN today which was good - some ME time, and it does help relax me. Going there every 2 weeks so that's good, feel I really need it, and it does help.
Suzie has been with me all weekend so that has been good company for me. She asked what I wanted for Christmas - I just said "not to have cancer" - not being melodramatic, and know no-one can give me that pressie, but oh how it would be good.
I know my situation is hard for my friends, just didn't realise how hard.
More later
This is my story, as a 42 year old, young woman, living with terminal breast cancer.
Fi,
ReplyDeleteSo glad that you had the conversation with your friend...
...it is incredibly hard for both family and friends and I think we sometimes for get that.
C x