Will start with saying dad got home from hospital - and everything went smoothly so that was good.
Bit up and down today tho, but I suppose with what I have done thats not surprising.
I finished painting the memory chest so everything is now locked up so dont have to worry about Suzie finding things I dont want her to see till after I die. The very low point of today was I wrote my first letter to Suzie. To say its one of the hardest things I have EVER had to do would be the understatement of the century. There are no words to describe the pain and hurt when writing it. But I suppose the up bit of this is some people , if they die suddenly, have not had the luxury of being able to write letters to loved ones.
I still so wish I wastnt having to do these things tho..................
This is my story, as a 42 year old, young woman, living with terminal breast cancer.
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Thursday, 30 September 2010
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