Showing posts with label Feeling crap and dads car. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Feeling crap and dads car. Show all posts

Thursday, 30 September 2010

10th April 2009

Have felt pretty crap the last couple of days.  I HATE feeling unwell but I suppose this is nothing compared to what I am gonna be like as I deteriorate.  Yesterday I was very low both mentally and physically - have started thinking is the chemo really worth it if its making me feel this bad.  Maybe I am just expecting too much of my body???

I got dads car yesterday.  I phoned him up when I was round the corner and asked him to come outside as I wanted to show him something but couldnt be bothered taking it in!!  He was so surprised, shocked and chuffed - he just had tears running down his face.  He was not expecting it at all and was so grateful.  I was just so happy that I was able to do something like this for him - his  face was a picture and will live with me till my dying day.