Update

Well

Just thought it was about time I updated a bit.

Really have not felt the best, continuous gradual deterioration in physical health, feeling sick, very little appetite, bowels, weakness, lethargy, bit of weight loss.

Saw oncs on Tuesday. They did not seem that unduly concerned, but have said they wanted to do CT scan. She said i 'looked well', which to be honest, when I am saying to folks I am feeling really shitty, they are all saying but you look well. Just want to scream out "but I did not look unwell when mets where first diagnosed".
Yes I am worried the cancer has started growing again, and even spread, so any bad news will not be unexpected , I may be wrong, but I really do feel worse by the day!!

Waiting for a day for CT scan, and have gastroenterology next week for bowels - nae looking forward to that one.

I have not told many folks how bad I am feeling, just putting on a face. Mentally, whatever is coming, I am ready for it, it its bad news I will not be shocked.

On the plus side, enjoying doing stuff for school reunioin, its coming along nicely. The old school folks have been very generous with their donations, so raising even more money for Aberdeen Breast Cancer Research Study.

update again soon
xxxx